Monday, September 19, 2005

Reasons

Are there any reasoning behind any reasons of action? How does man function using reasoning?
Is there a reason for that reasoning action? What the fuck am i talking about?

We always say there is a reason for something to happen. Point Taken.
We always say we do things for a reason. OK.. Point Taken.
We always say sometimes things happen without a reason too. Er..ok. Point Taken.

But do we do things just as they are without having to tilt to either extreme ends of the 'YES' and 'NO'.. in other words 'reason'

We give gifts to our love ones because why? We love them and want to give.
But can we just give without any strings attached. Without the 'because...'?
The ah beng analogy equivalent ' Just give lor.. cannot ar?'

This 'in-between' thing is causing a major disturbance in my social life.
Fuck it, i found no answer and as lame as it might sound..

"JUST DO IT!" Nike's slogan ha!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Phwreetttt!!!!!!

Phwreetttt!!!!!!

The sound of the whistle commends the start of the game! The rules are set, the players are all psyched up, ready to rumble and the venue is all prepped up.

Nothing can go wrong!

This is a game where nobody loses and nobody wins. A game you play if only you understand the rules and be willing to be in it.


Warning:

Rules of engagement means either you will get hurt very badly if you played it wrong or you will reap in loads amount of satisfaction!

*grinz* i 'mbored~~!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Taco Bell

One time I met this blind man at the Taco Bell on some street. He was a funny man we both talked about how hard life was, living without being able to see. See, I told the man I was blind too. At the end of the conversation I started to make a ruckus, knocking over cups and rolling on the ground.

"What's the matter!", the blind man asked.
"Some hot taco sauce has gotten in my eyes! It burns it burns!", I screamed. I then proceeded to get up and yell ,
"My sight! My eyesight is back! Oh thank God, because of this hot taco sauce I can now see again!".

I spent the rest of the day helping that blind man rub hot sauce in his eyes. It didn't work for him of course. I had a video camera at the time... I shit my pants laughing that day. I love that blind man. He's such a trooper.

Awake

A mad crazy morning, I suppose?! Couldn?t get to sleep till 6 plus in the morning and awoke at about 11 to the sound of musky cool rain beating down on my window panc.

*A faint scent of smoke filled room and the sweet scent of Coco on the pillows and sheets. It?s a cool day and I could feel the cool draught on my body. Lost were the warm embrace and tender touches and light, soft teasing kisses?.*

The voice box rang, danged! I must be dreaming again. Sigh! It was my friend?

?Dude! It?s wet outside, we have to cancel today?s practice at the track. See you at the shop!?

With a monotonous ?uh-huh? and ?yeah? ok?, I killed the conversation and dug deep the voice box underneath my mountain of pillows. Soon, not long I slipped into my dreams again??.....



She seems dressed in all the rings of past fatalities

So fragile yet so devious, She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more the solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession, She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding, It's now or never she's coming home
Forever Oh (

She's the only one that makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention.
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize.
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master.
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige.
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL! I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

How one does cures a headache?

How one does cures a headache? One might say an aspirin or panadol or the likes. I?ll say push your fingers into your eyes. YES! Literally. The reasoning is that sometimes the headache is that bad that all the medical science in the world will not cure it. If you have too... pushed it till your brains literally pop out! As morbid as it seems, it is the most logical way of curing a headache.
Someone tell me that reality is better then dreams, but I found out the hard way and nothing is what it seems. Reality is a headache, a farce. I prefer to be in a dream. I pushed my fingers into my eyes. It?s the only thing that stops the ache but it?s made of all things that I have to take. It will never ends, it work its way inside. If the pain goes on, I?ll never gonna make it.