Thursday!
It has been about 5 days of emotional roller coaster of sorts. A pang of anxiety and not knowing hangs around every time I don’t see her or speak to her. This is really killing me, like a using a straw piercing into my heart and slowing the blood and life out of me. My pulse rate raced high when we talk, sadly only about work, but it does wonders to me. After the unexpected turn of events, I managed to chat with over MSN once, the night before over the phone but for like 5 mins coz she was dead beat and last night. LAST NIGHT! Hey yah last night, it was awkward in the beginning, not knowing how to start…
SHE: Hello!
ME: Hi! How’s your tummy?
SHE: Better, thanks!
ME: Ok… good!
SHE: Yah!
ME: Uh-huh…
SHE: Yah
ME: Yah..
Duh!~ this kinda of conversation went on for the next couple of seconds till she start complaining about how her friend is so wishy washy about meeting a guy she got to know from a club and wanted to pull her along for the dinner date. The chats just went on and on and on and it did not stop from 11pm till about 3plus in the wee morning. We have got to get to work too… geez. But I was having too much fun listening to her and chatting and not wanting ever to hang up. It was like before and it felt so good, just doing nothing and just be with her. Alas all good things would have to come to past. As tired as I may be I hung up unwillingly, not knowing when will be the next time.
Now as I am typing away, with the fonts as small as possible, not allowing anybody to glance over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Pretending to be busy at the same time! LOL! I am still waiting for her answer for a ‘date’ for dinner and a couple of beers.
Apparently, I asked like eons ago, but she kinda left it hanging, kinda waiting to see if she had better choice to go to so that she could politely reject my date. So now, the evil me is wishing and hoping that her friends had something cropped up and they cannot meet her and Hooray! We could go out as planned!
*Slapz* ‘wake up lah dey’
But seriously, I wish she could make it. It will be nice. *dreams*
SHE: Hello!
ME: Hi! How’s your tummy?
SHE: Better, thanks!
ME: Ok… good!
SHE: Yah!
ME: Uh-huh…
SHE: Yah
ME: Yah..
Duh!~ this kinda of conversation went on for the next couple of seconds till she start complaining about how her friend is so wishy washy about meeting a guy she got to know from a club and wanted to pull her along for the dinner date. The chats just went on and on and on and it did not stop from 11pm till about 3plus in the wee morning. We have got to get to work too… geez. But I was having too much fun listening to her and chatting and not wanting ever to hang up. It was like before and it felt so good, just doing nothing and just be with her. Alas all good things would have to come to past. As tired as I may be I hung up unwillingly, not knowing when will be the next time.
Now as I am typing away, with the fonts as small as possible, not allowing anybody to glance over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Pretending to be busy at the same time! LOL! I am still waiting for her answer for a ‘date’ for dinner and a couple of beers.
Apparently, I asked like eons ago, but she kinda left it hanging, kinda waiting to see if she had better choice to go to so that she could politely reject my date. So now, the evil me is wishing and hoping that her friends had something cropped up and they cannot meet her and Hooray! We could go out as planned!
*Slapz* ‘wake up lah dey’
But seriously, I wish she could make it. It will be nice. *dreams*
::Inscribed by Kai at 2:05 PM
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